I am human!! I have good days and I have bad days. My husband reminded me of something today. I was telling him how I was feeling after the weekend and he responded with “Prior to the last couple years you would have let one day of crap win. You won’t let that happen now.” He is right. Today I was back at it, 2mile at the gym, trainer session for 30 min of legs and core work and then 30 min kickboxing. I packed all my food and so far I am eating it. I did stop for coffee but didn’t buy candy or extra stuff.
I feel Because
Discouraged I haven’t lost anymore weight
Uncertain there are a lot of changes
Overwhelmed yearbook, pto, running my business
Alone no one in the house eats or trains like I do
Afraid trying something new with the marathon
Hopeful I am no falling into old patterns
Lost sometimes I don’t know what direction to go
This was something I started doing as I was working on my emotional eating. When I started to grab food I would do this. I have read and worked through the book “Life is Hard, Food is Easy” by Linda Spangle, RN, MA, and this is one of the chapters in this book. It is very helpful to just go back and identify the feelings that I am having on any given day. I don’t do it as much as I should and I thought this was a good of time as any to figure it out a little. Life will never get easier, my girls will not be any less stressful but I have to find new ways to handle the issues that arise.
Yes I am a small business owner and yes that is overwhelming but how many people get to say that they love what they do for a living and truly enjoy going to work. As much as I want a “real” job I know this is where I need to be. As far as my journey to healthy I am closer to that goal then ever before but I don’t know why I can’t check off the box on my bucket list.